Inner thoughts

Not a smooth-sailing day

Only contacted a few customers in e morning, haiz...either switched off their phones or not around, and worse met a few "quarrelsome" customers these days which makes me even more sianz...is the 1st month ever since I joined backend that I still haven't max my "attempts" and "contacts" during tis period, haiz...don thk I can make it for my "attempts", "contacts" maybe still have a chance but hate to bia till e last day of e month...so stressful :(

Saw "empress dowager" in the toilet, asked me when's my last day and where I'm goin to, only tell her goin to another bank doing something similar to AMU dept in ctb...cos most prob she will be informing my supervisor if I tell her, which I don feel like letting him know. It's e 1st time since I joined ctb that I talked to her so much, haha so ironic.

Was thinking whether to give a treat on my last day cos' Lawrence don seem too keen (btw lawrence is leaving too, 2 weeks later than me), was thinking if both of us spilt e costs than still quite affordable lor. His reasoning was so far no contract staffs have given treats on their last day for eg. Alvin and Emily, only permanent staffs....hmmm...but I feel a bit paiseh leh if leave w/o giving a treat...hmmm maybe I try to psycho him again :P

Last day shld be on 10march 05 if e no. of leave I have left is correct, plan to go HK w my mum, uncle and aunt cos' last year din go holi w em (went australia to look for darling during my leave), so wanted to take tis opportunity to go w her, then somewhere around June go Australia....also can take a break b4 I start on my new job on 21 march 05, heard fr my mum tdy e whole package costs around $800 plus for abt 4-5 days there...hmmmm seemed a bit ex. hor...

Yeong Chai is irritating tdy, asked how's my "attempts", "contacts", "promises kept" and "$ collected" when he can easily check on e website...told him and can c fr his expression tat he's shocked tat I hit at least 30 pts liao (he hasn't). Told him cos' "$ collected" for tis mth better...then he asked whether I have "picked $"...arrgh...told him in e face no "I didn't, a customer told me he wanna make full paymt lor", and he asked how much, told him around $17k and he sd orh...haiz tis guy hor, e way he said it seemed to doubt my ability leh...only until he told me he has several rebate deals tat I began to understand y...cos' he nvr expect my "$ collected" will be higher than his.

Overall, he's a not-bad guy, very helpful but occassionally he can say things which really pissed me off...he always looks at my screen whenever he passes by my seat, like monitoring wat I'm doing...today I just click on a screen and he says "don have to look so long one, fv approve liao"...argh...I can c tat lor and it's none of his business, y shld he care what I'm doing...and sometimes when I arrive earlier than him (which is really rare) by FEW MINS, he will say "wah so early ah", truth is my pc haven't started loading lor..e way he says sounded as if I come so early to bia like tat....omg...arghhhh

Gonna go watch tv and have my dinner le, hope tml will be a better day for me.

posted by wy_7177 @ 1:00 PM